I try every day, to put a smile an another's face; it feels good to make others happy and feel good, most of the time. Then there are days when I am reminded why I have chosen to live a life similar to a hermit, keeping to myself, not speaking or talking to anyone or many, because too many people are just not nice in this world. So many are hateful, irritating, rude, ill mannered or just cold in the way they deal with others, how they speak to them or ignore them, making those good hearted people feel like crap. That makes things hard when people actually meet or speak to nice people who just genuinely want to see others happy. I mean really. Why is it so hard to be nice to others or why is it hard to accept that others just want to be genuinely nice to you? Without any other thoughts or feelings other than wanting one's happiness? Its crazy. I've tried time and time again to befriend people and sometimes with success, although I admit, I am sometimes a bit odd, weird, d...