Not That It Matters
You know, not that this matters, but nothing much really matters anymore, to anyone, unless they have a stake in what the results of what is happening or being done. Nothing. Not in friendships, not in relationships, nada. We live in a life that is just day to day living, for others and I so often think, what am I getting from this? I love life but life is often so hard that I wonder why we are put in so many troubles and strife and why we are put through anguish, pain, 'karma' so to speak, or any of what we have to go through, just to get to the ending point, to die. Yeah, it sounds morbid, it sounds like I don't care about life but that couldn't be further from the truth. The truth is most everyone else doesn't care about how their actions, their lives, their words, anything that THEY do, affects anyone else, only how it affects THEM. I'm guilty too, many times over. Wondering what am I going to get from doing this or saying that. So why continue to s